There are parts of your wrist only you know.
The little bone jutting out on the right side.
The scars under the crease. I called mine
The list of things I want to say
But never will.
I have hidden away every last word here.
why did you leave,
between my bones.
do you miss me still,
under my skin.
will you ever come back,
tight enough to draw blood.
– day 11 // bluestruckholly
it’s calm, i terrify myself too
I love hugs.
♂: I am a boy who has a crush on you
♀: I am a girl who has a crush on you
⭐: I am a nonbinary person who has a crush on you
✂: Just delete your tumblr already
✌: You’re awesome
♡: I love your blog
❁: You’re beautiful
?: You’re attractive
✓: I hate you
☹: You’re ugly
☀: I want to fuck you
♬: I wish we were close
♧: I wish we were friends in real life
☆: I relate to a lot of the same things you go through
☮: You inspire me
☾: We should kiss maybe if you wanna that’d be great
✖: I would give you the greatest hug
★: I’m scared to talk to you but I think you’re great
∇: You’ve changed urls/icons so much that I don’t remember who you are
○: I don’t remember why I follow you
☄: I wish I could help you but I’m not sure how
✨: You’ve taught me things
⚓️: I wish you’d take better care of yourself
©: You’re a bit problematic
™: You’re a cinnamon roll
❄️: I cherish you
?: Please post more
?: We don’t talk much but I wouldn’t mind being your friend
♪: You’re very talented
∀: I don’t understand you
7 things i wish i had told myself before 2017
i. don’t fight with it when she finally breaks you. don’t struggle with it, don’t stop it. you need this more than you can imagine.
ii. forgive yourself when you do things you feel like you shouldn’t have. you are allowed to make mistakes.
iii. let yourself cry in front of your best friend. please let yourself be vulnerable with her- let her love you because you deserve it, even if you don’t feel like it.
iv. your first love in years will show you how to love yourself. it’s okay to break his heart because there is another girl who will love him like he deserves.
v. don’t rip your skin out when you realise she has moved on.
vi. appreciate every person who has stayed, because sometimes you forget. spread love like fire, like you never want them to forget the warmth. love like you want to be loved.
vii. when he comes, don’t hesitate. when he tells you that he writes you poetry in ketchup when he’s drunk on New Year’s Eve, tell him that even though there isn’t much left of you, it’s his.
good question! good question. no